Marlyn Winehouse. Raw Lyrics

This is my very first Lyrics ever & i want to give it as a gift to an young singer online who like what i wrote

It's a song about the fall of Marlyn Monroe & Amy Winehouse.... I really don't trust (Like million of people)  the official version of the story about the causes of the death

.It's simply an homage to both. R.I.P 

? Do you really enjoy of my crying 

? Why you still drinkng my tears in the evening 

? How you can  make money from my ending 

But no one can know the truth

Because it’s burned and dead

I’m the Soul not his body

I’m the characher not his picture

I’m a person not his product

I’m the story not your interpretation

I’m the teare behind the smile

If my sadness make you happy

I wanna taste my tears

Maybe it’s console me

I wanna feel a real touch

I wanna smell happy memories

Because i’m felling super sad and dark now

I’m hungry of the love & peace

Oh God, I will die alone

I will die young & live fast

The pretty ones find those who photograph them

Not those who can touch from the inside

I wanna someone who can understand me 

 save me from myself &

I tried hard to tell you who i feel

My public secrets

My fake smile

My lost years

But you will not smart enough to feel me

So i take my pill & the last oxigen

And i leave a note next to my bed

So i can sleep forever